lost trajectories

now if i turn my head, sideways, looking away, will you cease to be ?

are you really there, when i m not looking ?

are you here, take a t, or give

will you was, were you will

is this the thing. this the pillow case. the purple duvet cover. the antique bedside table.

that dream, the breath, those steps

the trivial, the burning,

the bloodcells. the words. the story of some past, yet to happen that lies ahead. give an a,

(or take)

here lies. and truths. and all in between. and those bursting out from the cracks, and right in

beyond the measured and the named, yet right within it. meas...uring, nam...ing

is this a question that i care to answer

who is the murderer of cause. this a question. (which is a yes, or no, an one or a two, a right or a wrong,true and false)